Sunday, October 24, 2010 @ 12:28 AM


9th month ; days by days



It is really possible for you to forget the one you onced loved deeply ?
Is it possible to rewind time ?
Is this a punishment by god , or is this a test of patience ?
How can i possibly forget you and move on .

Do u still remember my existence ?
Or have u completely forgotten all about me ?

I put myself in your stead's shoe and think .
If i am your stead , i also would'nt want my stead to sms her ex .
I know how it feels like .
I guess this is the best of seperation bah .
i could only watch u walked away from my life , but i could'nt do a thing about it .


Pain is inevitable , but misery is a option .
So sad but true , for me theres only you


As day passed by , im afraid that i might forget your looks .
Everyday i will go to ur facebook and take a look at your face and stalked you silently .
Everynight before i sleep , i'll look at picture of you in my iphone and smiled .

i am not bull - shitting , i am just writing what i did / how i feel .



Sorry for whatever i have done to you ,
Sorry for inflicting pain on you .
I guess it's best for you to ignore me , as its the best way to forget about the torments .
Forget about me bah , Forget about my existence .
Live happily and smile happily everyday .
All the best girl .
If given a chance in our next lifetime , i 'll hope to be your blood brother and take care of you .


It sucks to see the one you loved , loving someone else .

Sunday, October 17, 2010 @ 11:14 PM


I cant say a word , neither am i allowed to make a single voice , i can only stalked u silently .
Enjoy yourself in korea .
Take care .

Thursday, October 7, 2010 @ 5:07 PM


; Sempre fedele = Always faithful in italic .


Today , norman smsed me at650am .
He asked me if i wanna meet him at school bus stop .
Told him alright .
Changed and bus down to school .
When we were walking into school ,
rain drizzles , and less than 10second , it begin to pour heavily .
Both of us was wet like shit .
Went in , rest awhile and went into the examination hall .
Maths was still okay .
Was doing graph halfway , n my pencil lead broke .
Suay si le .
First is rain , second is no pencil .
Then i decided to try luck .
I used a blue pen to draw the graph , hoping that i would perfectly draw it .
As i cant afford to make a single mistake .
Luckily i managed to draw nicely with the pen .
Secure 5 marks le .
Hope can pass bah .

After maths paper 2 , went to plaza sing with norman at around 10 + .
Slack there n ate lunch .
I went to buy red hairdye , and norman bought his cap .
Went to City square and slack for 30mins before heading back to school .

Reach school with norman at 1:30 .
Slack awhile and took Geog paper .
Geog paper was epic .
When the paper was about to end in 1min , a girl named kelly , flashed her paper high up ,
and the teacher screamed " PUT UR PAPER DOWN , NO CHEATING ! "
Then the teacher chiong from the stage , ran down all the way to her desk .
And ask both she and the guy behind her up on stage and ask them stuffs .
Drag our time only .
After that , they released up but held the both of them .
When walking out of the hall , norman ask me , u can pass mah ?
I told him , sure can get higher than those 2 on the stage .
As both of them break the N lvl rules , i think they would be getting KOSONG for that paper .GG


Went home , dyed hair to red . But failed .
Turned out no colour .
Gonna go salon tomorrow and dye bright red .

Its' holiday ! Huat ah .

Friday night -> Saturday noon = Ton at IRC lan with kw and co.
Sunday Noon -> Midnight = bbq at sam's house .
Monday -> maybe pool with norman ?


Hais , i remembered i once said that after N level , i would be able to send you to school everyday .
I guess , it's not even close to possible now , we cant even contact each other .
Hope you are happier this way bah .

Wednesday, October 6, 2010 @ 10:16 AM


Somethings better be left unsaid for now ,


Sempre Fedele = Always faithful in italic


thats all for now .