;Trust or disbeliefs ?after u told me ur thoughts , it did crush me down a lil .
Never did i expect that u have been thinking about breaking up with me on our 1st anniversary
If this is the torment that i would have to take , i would run away from reality .
I really dont know what you 're thinking in ur mind .
Are you really loving me ? Or are you just awaiting revenge ?
the more i think , the greater i fear .
Why did u promise me 5month when u have the intention of playing me ?
Why did u hide it so long before telling me ?
Does that mean u have been just playing with for the first week ?
I wish i can see the future now .
For that ; my fear has arise , my guts have faded .
Whatever it may be , i will love you truly , but if u wanna make me love you deeply n then tear me down , i m speechless .
The drugs begin to peak ,
A smile of joys arrives in me ,
But sedation changes to panic and nausea ,
and breath starts to shorten ,
and heartbeats pounds softer ,
YOU WONT TRY TO SAVE ME ,
YOU JUST WANT TO HURT ME ,
AND LEAVE ME DESPERATE ,
You taught my heart a sense i never knew i had ,
i cant forget the times that i was ,
Lost and depressed from the awful truth ,
How do you do it ? You're my heroine,
YOU WONT LEAVE ME ALONE,
CHISEL MY HEART OUT OF STONE,
I GIVE IN EVERYTIME,
You taught my heart a sense i never knew i had ,
i cant forget the times that i was ,
Lost and depressed from the awful truth ,
How do you do it ? You're my heroine,
I bet you laugh ,
At the though of me thinking for myself ,
I bet you believe ,
That i'm better off with you than someone else ,
Your face arrives again , all hope i had becomes surreal,
But under your covers , more torture than pleasure ,
And just past your lips theres more anger than laughter ,
Not now or forever will i ever change you ,
I know that to go on , i 'll break you , my habit ,
You taught my heart a sense i never knew i had ,
I cant forget the times that i was ,
Lost and depressed from the awful truth ,
How do you do it ? You're my heroine ,
I WILL SAVE MYSELF !
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