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.jpg)  .jpg)  Today woke up at 7am . very giddy =x Benetton jio me cut hair , so i went down to serangoon sec n met up with them at around 2pm =x Take 88 to buangkok to have our hair cut , quite far lols . We spend alot of time deciding there , then they all ask me , why dont u carve a "Z" on ur head since u like so much . i was shocked n took quite long to decide =x Auntie told me the consequence , if my hair cant grow back in 2month , i got to shave botak for my whole head , n i agreed . After cutting , accompany lionel and 88-ed home . Came home , head pain due to vibration of the carving thingy =x Dad saw my hair , scolded me n ask me " what do u like ur hair look like ? " i ingored him and went into my room =x my thoughts " The word " dare " no long exist in my dictionary =x "
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Ytd played an game wif xmm and leon on the phone , loser will have to give 10k cash =x luckily i didnt lose . After a while , xmm hang - up . I and leon continue to chat until 2.30am and i went to sleep =x Woke up at 11.45am today =x After that , online msn . Xmm ask me want meet they all mahs , i agreed . Leon came to my house at 1+pm , slack awhile and proceede to hgm . When we reach there , they were at zarinar house . bo bian lor , wait for them at library . =x When they arrived , we walked up to arcade , see see , move move , talk talk , laugh laugh . Then walk out and proceede to the corner outside the arcade . No much mood =x But leon was like disturbing passer by , so i joined him and faked a smile (: After that , they all say wanna go leon house , i got no mood , so didnt wished to go . Leon keep persuading me to go , but end up , i went home . i know i m a pangsehkia =x sorry . And i dun have much mood either =x On the bus , near serangoon sec , saw eamonn and his stead . Chat chat until punggol and the alight , i fell down at the supermarket there . so suay , so many ppl were like staring at me , i abit paiseh =x Reached home , dingchao called me and told me that he has free ticket for movie , and he asked me to jio ppl go . So i went to msn and ask leon . Leon first reaction was kp me , kinda no mood , so i flamed back without vulgarities as im learning the " art of speaking " . After that , i ask him wan go mahs , he dao me . So i told him nvm suah . After that , i login again , and he spammed me 2 nudge , i replied " what " . But there was no reply . After that , i logg-ed off my mum maple 's character . She jitao shout at me , as i m not in the right state of mind , i rattled vulgarities like the bullets of machine gun at her , and she was quite pissed off too . Haix my life totally sucks . No mood . Gonna bath soon . Thats all for now . my thoughts "U have showed me the meaning of lonely . Why i cant be there where you were ? i hate this feeling . im bewteen saddness n lonelyness . i have completely given up on my useless soul . Suffering alone in silence with an faked smile . No one knows how i feel . Sometimes , i really feel like ending my worthless life , and stop being a burden to my family as well as to my friends . Theres something missing in my heart , i lack the courage to live on . Without you by my side , its like an farmer with a piece of land without any crops . You are always on my mind , why did u leave me to die alone ? Perhaps it would be better if everyone think that im dead . Perhaps its time for me to exist from this cruel n lonely world . I have surrender my heart , body n soul ."
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Today woke up at 8+ , bought fam chnl at f14 , then chiong abit with kaka and kc . Grandma bought porridge for me , quite nice . After that , continue audition .. Then slowly become moodless n i turned emo . Took an ice water bathe , torturing my useless soul . Was freezing badly , but i like it . After that , slack at msn . ivan and mine conversationEvery thing will jus FADE like this sentence..until You no longer see it.. says:
yo bro..
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hows life
･ｬSilenTc [Aka]-AWE-iCuBe ' ' zarinar says:
hi boss
･ｬSilenTc [Aka]-AWE-iCuBe ' ' zarinar says:
okok
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good to here
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hear*
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notice ur nick : im not good enough for her =c .. sometimes life is lik that .. u are not worthy for her . . and duno if were to give up or not ? hah .. haf fun choosing ( :
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English Japanese
slay, kill koroshimasu (korosu)
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English Japanese
dragon ryuu, doragon
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TOGETHER =
･ｬSilenTc [Aka]-AWE-iCuBe ' ' zarinar says:
lols
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RYUU KOROSU = DRAGON SLAYER
･ｬSilenTc [Aka]-AWE-iCuBe ' ' zarinar says:
ps ah afk
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its okay ( :
･ｬSilenTc [Aka]-AWE-iCuBe ' ' zarinar says:
i get wad u mean
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yeh
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=)
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onli alvin dun understand
･ｬSilenTc [Aka]-AWE-iCuBe ' ' zarinar says:
lol ? y
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spread spread
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gogoo
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=)
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ryuu = dragon
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wuahkakak
･ｬSilenTc [Aka]-AWE-iCuBe ' ' zarinar says:
k
･ｬryuuc [Aka]-AWE-iCuBe ' ' zarinar says:
is this ok ?
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LOL
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waitThx for englightening me , but i prefer to be tiongxim <3>
"In the bathroom , freezing my soul , bleeding my skin . Thats the only way to numb myself . i clench my fist and i put that blade to my wrist . Theres nothing in this world worth living for , all i fucking wanted was love .. not war . As the blade slowly touches my skin , i told myself , my soul no long exist . "
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Today woke up at 7+ very tired and sleepy . after that met up wif leon n waited for zarinar they all to come . After that , went to vivo n waited for the rest of the awe n pda ppl . Then proceede to sentosa . stupid weather ah . so bloody hell ah .. make me sweat . lols . Then after that , went back to vivo and ate chicken rice . slack wif zinc they all and went home at 7+ .my thoughts "My feelings are often neglected . My demons are here to accompany me . Turning my soul into a beast . Its hard for me to turn back now . i love you <3>
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Ytd reached home kinda late so didnt post
Anyway , ytd suppose to go with leon , zixian , zarinar they all to cut hair , then keep change time , so i ended up not cutting my hair n went out with my friends . Benetton , joseph , ivan , alvin all came to my house , after that we went to hougang plaza to eat suki sushi buffet . we spam alot of plates . After that , i n benetton went to find zongyu at punggol park n we 89-ed down to downtown . Met up with jolynn , liting , celina , kendra , madeline , wee seng , keith , zhi sheng , shufen , felicia they all at paris park cycling , so i , benetton and zongyu rent our bikes too . After that we were tired , so we went to sit by the side of the beach n enjoy the wind . To our amazement , we saw an condom pack on the ground . A couple were like hugging each other n kissing , then benetton to me " Eh weicong , go disturb that couple leh , open "pornstar" song . " i was rofling .. After that the couple stare at us . Lols . After enjoying the wind of the peaceful sea , we went to E-hub and met up with friends . Keith gave me $2 to buy a bubbletea =x After that , i , benetton and zongyu accompany those girls back home . They were like screamming here n there in the bus , n i keep telling them " this bus ur father buy 1 ah ? " After that , i alighted at sengkang express way bus stop , near rivervale mall and take 83 home . Quite tiring .
my thoughts
"Life is full of interesting things that we arent aware of"
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its has been days since i last post . Woke up ay 3am =x now blogging o.o Recently very sick n buzy so no time no post =x ytd mum buy dye an " ROSE RED " gasbty hair dye , i dye le , like no effect == the red too dark . So i went to hair salon to dye "reddish brown " n highlight . After that , came home , tio kan by dad . So i went to sleep at around 8pm last nite =x my thoughts" i don't seem as strong as my appearance , im soft hearted . My soul is totally worn out . -Rest in Peace - "
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Didnt post for the past few days =x Due to i was not feeling well and didnt have time =xToday , woke up at 6.45 am , took mum 's ez-link and went to sch as my ezlink is already in negative value =x went to sch , today post exam activity , play soccer . 1st round , tio thrash like shit .. My opponent sibei hiong ! bang into me , i dulan , jitao go kick his leg . After playing for 10mins , change team =x so we rest for around 1 hr =x 2nd round oso lose . Dunno y =x Went home at 12.55 . Feeling tired now .Sister cried as my mum refused to buy a dog for her . so i went to console her but ended up getting scolded . i and my dad had a conflict =x nt much mood . Sorry for flamming u , frkr . Sorry for venting my anger on u =x the conflict bewteen me and my dad .Dad : U better dun dye ur hair .Me : what if i dye ? Dad : R u testing me ? Me : come on .Dad : if u dye ur hair , i wont let u into the house and i 'll make sure i cane u till u dye back . Me : May the best men wins . Grandma came into the conflict and say " Ahboi ah , how old liao . Y cant u think ? Why muz u dye ur hair ? "Me : speechless . *went into my room* *feeling from the bottom of my heart . " pcb , wan do this cannot , wan do that oso cannot , fine , u have force me to use violence to get my wants . Good job Dad . well done . My thoughts , " i m feeling very tired n worn out . My soul nid some rest now . Feverish =x "
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Today woke up at 9am .. slept at 4am .. felt very light n floating . Went in to play audition awhile . Slack at msn awhile .. chat chat , then go audi . Audi from morning until night =x thats all . my thoughts " Crossing my heart , tearing my souls . i felt colder than pacific ocean now , without ur warmth , i will die of cold .
those tear that drip from my eyes , are no longer tears but heart broken blood .
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Today as usual woke up at 9+ . Online audi .. bought chnl at f4 for 2 hours =x chiong fp with iTaTa and Randoms . After that , gave my maid $10 to let her buy breakfast for me and my sis . School called up my house , forcing me to give an M.C or they will suspend me . =x Today Created an NPC TEAM name " iCuBe Den Teams " we earned 14m today .. by tmr or saturday can expand le =x play until eyes pain n headache =x very cold . Ask my dad to bring me to Hougang Ave.8 to see the doctor . Gave me some pills and ask me to rest well . iCuBe Den Teams huat ah !! my thoughts'" We quarrel , fight , play , slack together , but we r as close as last time . I have taken flight . Putting my soul and mind in it . I would do anything for u n i 'll never regret . "
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today pon sch cause dun feel like going . woke up at 6.30 but went to sleep again .. woke up at 8am , switch on the pc n saw leon online msn , so chatted wif him awhile . then i went to play my games .. After that spend 1 hr + auditioning .. and today so lucky .. Sx bought fam chnl :DD Whheee ~ .. Came to msn slack slack .. The my classmate told me " wah y today u a never come sch ? so many ppl absent today , lesson sibei sian " . i was like " DUH ! we jio ech other to pon de mahs .. ended up 11 ppl nv attend sch today " My leg bang until the table =x So pain .. but no swollen . Thats all for now . later going audi again :DDD. Chiong audi until 11+ . Finally 10.5k fp . good jobs guys . Keep it going . :DMy thoughts"i m getting sick of my life . i have totally ruined my beautiful life .. I hoping my sister wont follow my footstep . When will my angels come back to me ? T.T ! My demons are tearing my souls apart . i 'hv totally change . i 'll never give up on u " "
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today , went to school . very sian =x nothing much to do . Went to i.t lab to select our next year class . Today got back literature paper . whee 64marks ~ onli pass english n lit : D D . Lesson time , my hand tio poke by a paper , bleed like raindrops .. Play cards during lesson time =x skipping sch tmr n on thursday . Thats all for now . Went to ahting house to meet leon . slack slack n went home .
my thoughts ." U taught me how to be strong , how to be hardcore n cold blooded . I appreciate alot . A home is just a place for me to rest my mind . My existence in this home doesnt makes a differences . I m just like a little bird , flying around with no destination . I blame no1 but myself for ruinning my own future . Its me i wanna be . - The Devil side of me - "
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today woke up bloody late =x yesterday night slept at 3am .. managed to reach bustop at 7.15 . heng the bus immediately came . In school , no mood . 6 papers back . Just as i expected , go NA next year . whee ~ . When teacher gave back english paper , alot of ppl in my class started to emo .. almost all fail , but dunno y i pass . Alot of ppl were surprised , a trouble maker like " weicong " who never hand in a piece of homework , everyday sleep during lesson , managed to pass english ? alot of my classmate were shocked . i told them " English is a language , not an subject . No point studying . " After school , take 62 home . Took a bath n came to blog here . Thats all for now .My thoughts .
" Feeling down in both physically and mentally , i shed blood not tears . Slitting is the best way to forget my saddness . A lonely kid with no aim or drives in his life . A drip of blood makes up a 100 drips of tears . Whether will she eventually accepts me or not , no longers matters now . As long as shes leading a happy life , i m contented . I m turning cold blooded , lost all my emotions . Be it sad or happy , i just want to lead a simple life . When will the angels in me ressurected ? "
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today woke up kinda late at around 9+ . ohmytian =x . woke up , brush teeth and went to bath . After that , our whole family went to my uncle house to celebrate my baby cousin birthday . On our way there , in the car , i was chatting wif my mum about my future . My dad look at me and said " Do what you , if you wish to turn bad , we cant stop u , just dun regret the path u took . " and my mum also said that , they had already given up on me . =x i was kinda moody the whole day. Arrived at uncle house , lots of food =x Yummy ! After eating , we were cutting the cake , it took long for my baby cousin to settle down and eat it . After that , my parents went to hospital to visit my uncle , and i went home myself . Reach home at 2.45 . Very tired , so i went to take a nap from 3+ to 6.15.
my thoughts
" i m changing . My angels in me has flown away , Demon are taking over my souls now , i cant help it either . Many thing are occuring to me currently . Hoping to tear my souls apart . i have just resurrected , feeling lost and hated . i 'll never let go , till the day my soul fade . "
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 Recently nothing much to do , so came back to blog =x anyway lots of thing happen recently.. my audition acc has been banned for 14 days for files editting .. kinda sad T.T =x nth to do Quarrelled with mum , everyday quarrel until sian liao , nothing special . Brought my grandma to suki sushi yesterday , n we ate lots there .
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Lu Wei Cong ;named by my parents .
First saw light on 23o694 .
Indulging my very core , Pushing to the very best .
Having the best endurance , as well as anger management .
Perfection is just an illusion of imperfection .
Socialising aint my style , Silence is a virtue .
Lost and insecure , cold and unfeeling .
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