;I wish i may , i wish i might , get the wish i wished tonight .
As i laid down on the sofa ,
millions of thoughts flash through my mind ,
a thousand emotions begin to strike within me .
I cant fall asleep , neither can i control my imagination from running wild .
I wondered and pondered ,
I prayed and wished ,
I rolled and turned ,
but i still could'nt understand some things .
Get well soon ,
drink more water .
Speedy recovery to you .
I 'll would also do the same for you ( go your house and take care of you ) ,
no , i 'll restructure it .
I 'll do more than anyone can do for you .
But i know you wont want to see me .
Its alright , as long you get well soon .
Tomorrow is your exam le ,
all the best ,
get as high as possible ,
don't give discount to them .
Next week , you 'll be heading for malaysia .
Enjoy yourself and have fun .
Forget about everything here , and play , shop , eat as much as possible in malaysia .
what does my heart aches so much when i type this ,
why does it hurt so much when i know you are not right here with me ,
will i really lose you if i let nature take it's course ,
what will really happen ,
what will become of reality ,
what will come in the end ,
i am afraid to face the future alone .
i am afraid to go through the ordeal ,
i am afraid you will not make me laugh anymore ,
i am afraid you wont want me anymore ,
i am afraid we might strain to strangers one day ,
i am afraid to lose you .
If given a replay , i would ___________________ .
it's was what i was trying to do .
