;because , i can be destroyed .
i shall start on a storyline based post bah
2years ago , xiaosilent died .
2 years later , weicong reinstated himself .
the girl born on 9th janauary 1996 , taught him many life values lesson .
She taught him what's love , faithful , happiness , jealousy , terror .
One day , weicong came across a strange thought .
weicong asked himself , if xiaosilent can die ,weicong can be destroyed too .
weicong racked his brain and something struck .
He asked himself , what can he give that girl ?
Is he capable of protecting that girl ?
Is he good enough for her ?
Will he be able to love her and never hurt her .
Will he be able to be faithful to her .
All these question leads to a simple answer .
He answered himself in a confident tone and said ,
I can give her nothing , but i 'll use my life to protect her , and i 'll love her till death do me part.
His mind replied to him ,
Boy , love aint possession , if you really love her , let her go , set her free , if she ever come back to you , that show that she's yours .
His heart contradict his mind and said ,
What if she never return , i 'll lose her for good , i can't afford to lose her .
I need her .
The mind explains ,
Boy , love requires two hands to clap , individual hardwork aint good enough .
His heart said ,
I need her to survive , without her existence , just destroy my core , my wills , i am at your disposal .
The mind says ,
Love is accompanying someone in their life journey , making their life more colourful ,
not forcing the person to walk with you in your life .
His heart says ,
Is there a way where i can have her back ? I won't hurt her again .
The mind laughed and replied ,
Do you still roughly remembered what happened 2 years back ?
You hurt her too deep , you left her crying , and where were you ?
Xiaosilent may be dead , but he ought to die twice .
The heart said in sorrow ,
i 'hv killed xiaosilent personally .
Once is enough , i will never repeat the mistake that i made .
It's was part of my foolishness .
This time round , im sincere .
I have no motive , no agenda , it's pure love this time , i wont play her , i wont toy her , i 'll love her more till death do me part .
The mind *ahem* and reply ,
You should not hurt her two years ago , its too late now .
The heart said ,
Please , give me a solution ! I plead of you .
The mind said ,
Hatred does not cease by hatred, but only by love . This is the eternal rule .
Shower her with love , show her care , show her that u have changed , thats the only things u can do for now .
One day , when she overcome her hatred with your love , both of you will be together .
The hearts said ,
thanks smarty , i 'll heed your advice ,
i 'll wait for her to accept me .
Meanwhile , i 'll stay by her side and protect her .
The mind says happily ,
boy , u have grown up , thats the thing you ought to do .
Goodluck to you .
The heart spoke to himself ,
Girl , where ever you may be , whatever you are , whoever you become , i 'll be waiting for you no matter what .
No matter how long it takes , i will wait .
Girl , all the best in whatever you do , i be by yourside whenever you need me .
When u are sad , tell me . I cant promise i can make you stop crying , but i 'll cry with you .
When u are angry , tell me . I cant ease your anger , but i can chill you down .
When u are happy , share your joy with me , i 'll laugh with you .
When u are lonely , tell me , i 'll accompany you .
Girl , by the time you read this , you should either be in malaysia or return from malaysia le bah .
Thanks for going out with me today .
I enjoyed your accompany .
Thanks for everything .
Enjoy yourself when you are in malaysia .
Pamper yourself worh !
Remember to share share things with me .
Have a good holiday and forget about everything .
Play till like there's no tomorrow ,
Eat till you are very full .
Shop till all shop close !
Take care princess !
I 'll be waiting for you to return from malaysia !
"There has to be evil so that good can prove its purity above it ."
I was once evil , but not now .
