;im the real devil
You aint a devil , theres no equal to begin with .
I owe you much more than this .
No amount of torment you dealt to me , could erase my guilt .
Every moment seems to be moving very slowly .
Every second , i 'would think of you .
People says ' time heals ' but i reckon it .
I know , some wounds will never be healed , neither will it be alleviated .
I can still hear echo of my past sins .
I was one of those bastard who hurt you without sparing a second thought .
Sorry , i have added stress to you .
Every single second , i am missing you silently .
i am afraid to take the initiative to message you , as i am afraid i might affect you .
I 'll wait patiently for you .
I wont rush you , neither will i push you .
Theres something that you know , but i want you to remember it .
I once said that , my unconditional love for you will never change .
I today told kengwee , no matter how many time we might be seperated ,
I will always be waiting for you , as i know this time round ,
I am not playing , i am serious in loving you .
Indeed , stress is something that everyone will experienced in life .
Remember i told you , i am afraid that "someone" will surpass me in english ?
I was stress at that period of time , i had no one to confide in .
I kept asking my english teacher for papers to do ,
I kept doing , trying , practising ,
but eventually , i still lost the battle .
But i know , i did my best .
Went out with kengwee today .
Play pool at kovan , went to ikea to eat .
Kengwee 's friend said im gay .
Wow . im amazed !
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If nothing last forever , can you be my nothing ?
If all good things come to an end , can you be my bad things ?
No matter ,
my love will not change ,
i will wait for you .
A l l t h e b e s t f o r y o u r e x a m !
Remember to miss me !
always loving you ,
Lu wei cong , 24o1 .
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shermain ; Hey ! i might not be able to attend your bday celebration on 29 may .
