;On and On , like a windmail .
did not go to school today .
today , got scam in friends for sale , serve me right for being greedy .
i have learned many lessons this year .
I am greedy , irritating , bastard , unloving , unhonest , and more to be named .
I bang against the wall -.-
I am afraid of the dark ,
I am afraid of failure ,
I am afraid of not hearing your voice ,
I am afraid of heartaches ,
I am afraid of nausea ,
I am afraid of everything .
My english teacher told me ,
My english is good , very poetic ,
She said , Bascially to her ,
a good poem must be able to move its readers and relates to them in terms of circumstance .
But to me , i dont really like to write with emotions .
Words are just words to me ,
and they are cheap .
