;i have hurt a 12 old girl
no amount of pain received in me , will be able to equal the pain you suffered 2 years ago .
i made you fall in love with me , yet i push you down .
i am sorry for what i have done , 2 years back .
i know , it was heartless of me , to leave you .
i gave you nothing but sorrow ,
i m just a jerk .
i made you trusted me .
i made you no longer believing in love .
i made you have the impression that love is just hurt .
i was wrong , i know .
i know , its too late to say anything now ,
you no longer believed in love .
you no longer trust love .
no matter how i tried now , you wont be able to feel love .
your heart have already been cogged by hurt , pain , torments and sufferings .
I made you suffer alone , i ruin your love life .
You are no longer a life buoy .
You are not a love toy ,
You are the one i really loved , right now .
You will no longer receive torments .
i will be with you , till the end .
Hold my hand , i 'll walk with you ,
never will i leave you again ,
i swear .
i will hug you tight this time round ,
i wont let you be lonely now ,
Memories will never be erased ,
bad memories do stay for life ,
i never spare a thought for a 12 old girl ,
you were simply so young , and yet you got hurt by me .
I dare not asked for more now ,
all i merely ask for is ,
let me love you ,
i wont hurt u again ,
i assure you .
You know , when i met you at j8 ,
i wanted to hold your hand ,
and tell you how much i loved you ,
i know , u hated me alot .
You once told me , you stead with me to have revenge ,
but i dont blame you , i really dont .
i committed a sin , never will be able to erase it .
But , i still love you postively ,
hope that each day will be a better day ,
hoping that we could last long ,
hoping that i could protect you ,
take care of you when you are sick ,
care for you when you need me ,
share you joy and sorrow ,
lend you my shoulder .
i remembered , at bishan park ,
when i sitted next to you and hugged you ,
i could feel my heartbeat accelerating to it maximum ,
i knew at the moment , i only want to be with you .
my love for you is real , without any motive .
i dont mind you ranting at me when u are angry ,
i dont mind you venting your anger at me ,
i dont mind you scolding me ,
i dont mind you pinching me ,
i dont mind you hitting me ,
i just want to be with you .
You gave me warmth when i was cold ,
you hugged me when i needed you ,
you made me feel loved by you .
Every mistakes i have done ,
i apologise for it .
Talk is cheap , my apologise may mean nothing ,
but it comes right from the bottom of my heart .
Holding too tightly ,
afraid of losing you ,
loving you with my very best ,
trying to erase those nightmare in you ,
pulverizing my demons ,
resurrecting a new me ,
indulging my only soul in loving you ,
never will i want to part with you ,
i know eternity doesnt exist ,
but i will never leave you .
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to passerby ; Your grammer , and vocab indeed amazed me . i was dumbfounded for a second , or so . You wrote " you're suffering instead being blissful with her . " aint the sentence suppose to be instead of being blissful with her ? Perhaps you type too fast uh , keyboard warrior . Sorry to be cynical , i enjoyed the time spent with her . Blissful or not , its for me to judge , when did it become yours ? i rofled at that . Nice contradiction you have btw , you dont know what is love , and yet u gave advice on " blissful " ? Dont self pwn in the cyber world . It will kill brains cells .
Do you not know what is Noblese oblige? Perhaps this is too chim for you . Google " Noblese oblige" then . Perhaps you find a defination for it . Theres nothing i can do if you aint satisfied with my respond , i aint required to entertain you , feel free to flame me if you want , but remember , dont self pwn . Commenting on a tagboard without a name , is never the answer .
