;Suffer in silence
Some things have been bothering me for quite some time ,
And theres no way i can share it with anyone ,
not even my family , neither my dearest .
Should be meeting deardear on tuesday .
Hope my computer can come back soon .
The sounds of the drum had begun ,
Awaking all demons for an inevitable battle ,
Lashing harshful pain to every puny soul ,
Killing every innocent beings with rage ,
Wicked have i become ,
Invulnerable has grew in me ,
Twisting my very own faith ,
Havoc is the result of my work .
Faith no longer exist in me ,
Existence of me is just another burden ,
Awaiting my silent killer to enlighten me ,
Reckoning my very next move .
Dont teach me how to deal with pain ,
You have dealt me enough torments ,
You made me dread of pain ,
torment me , hate me , deceive me , suffocate me ,
and let me vanish .
