;Sudden change
today went to school late , nothing new .
was forced to go to school .
early in the morning , my maid keep smack me on my back to wake me up and pull me out of bed
Slowly changed , n went to school .
reach school at 8;15 .
saw zatil n his friend .
we walked into school together .
after that , in class , i was using my hp and smsing openly .
my dm saw that , he didnt confiscate it .
he only ask me some question and he say " tactical abit mah , wan sms , go to the back of the class then wont get catch . "
like so good lor , nv confiscate still tell me go behind sms lol .
after school , serve 1 hour of detention .
hear my OM talk about body building and weight lossing .
after that went home .
nothing much today .
Deardear , go back to ur original self nar ><
perhaps , human do change .
and its human to err .
But im not used to it .
Hope to see u back to normal soon .
ily .
my guilt -
Feeling down in both physically and mentally , i shed blood not tears
Being worn down n tear , i no longer feel pain
Begging for massive destruction dealt to my puny soul ,
those blood that drip from my mouth are no longer blood , but my heart broken tears
Every time i ressurected , i returned with a fake smile , and a different scar .
Suffering all harshful and life cruel torments ,
i no longer mind suffering life 's everlasting pain .
Know pain , feel pain , destroy pain ( kw )
See pain , Stop pain , Surreal pain
Enchanting his depressed heart ,
Memorising every moment spent with her ,
Begging for a time machine to stop this moment ,
Racking his head over and over again ,
Alleviating the torments in his heart ,
Commiting his only soul to her ,
Embarking on his journey to a wonderful land ,
Where only happy memories exist ,
Indulging himself to carry on ,
Torments shall not carry on,
Halting all painful torment ,
Hankering for her voice ,
Obeying the gamerules ,
Praying for the very best ,
Easing his pain eventually .
EMBRACE WITH HOPE ( FOR YOU ONGKENGWEE ! )
