;let techno alleviate my pain
went to school today .
late for school - reached at 8;15 .
Dm says he wants to see my mother .
life doesnt seems quite right .
uncle came my house n talked to me together .
yeah , everyone cares for me , i do know .
but sorry , i dont like to share how im feeling .
Mum going meet DM tomorrow .
i no longer know how to express my feeling through words .
perhaps simple words will do .
i feel sad , i feel heartwrench , i feel pain , i feel pressure .
an apology wont do , neither will my tribute to you be works .
i 'have lost your trust .
perhaps theres really no way to revert time ,
but who doesnt hope for a second chance ?
but on a second thought of it , it me who hurt me .
i can understand the pain you went through ,
the pain u experienced ,
the hatred that you had for me .
" numbing my pain with techno "
- walking in the sun remix - degauss
