What is my next step ?
i dont know either .
Just read finish her blog .
leon , thanks for explaining the chinese words to me :D
Perhaps u were right , i had disappointed you all the way .
Well , how do i know how to explain to u why kc quit the fam .
Yeah , its my fault for not being serious .
we didnt left you out , and i aint show no respect .
If its me , my homos would rage and take control over me and go around scolding every1 i see .
You aint a bytch , but ur expectation is too much .
thats my point of view .
How could i watch everyone drifting away from each other without doing anything .
No please dont , dont force me to make a choice .
Leon , i guess u should already know , i will hui ji mong kok .
So please , dont ask me for an answer .
as i have always said , i will always be willing to sacrifices .
i am sorry for causing pain and sorrow to ur life .
sorry for gaining ur trust and destroying it overnight .
yeah indeed , i cant be trusted .
i am always a disappointment .
i just cant get things right .
i have screwed up my life .
Wonderful me .
no one will ever know / care how i feels .
