nothing much today .
slept quite alot .
CIANCIAN ! TALK TO ME UH !
i dont know whether you r still angry with me ornot .
but 1 thing i am sure is that , i need you T.T
Hais , ciancian going msia on 8 'dec , which is our 1month in audi .
i am going to spend it alone ;c
wonder how long will she be going there ..
today didnt hear your voice for 13 hours already drove me close to insanity
i wonder what will happen if you go away for a week or more .
i hate this kind of emptyness in my heart .
its worst than those demons tormenting me .
Cianyuh , please pei me talk uh .
i know its my bad for treating u that way last time .
i wont push u aside le .
stay close to me , i wont let my demon chase u away .
Have a safe trip and enjoy yourself in malaysia .
