Going to sleep real soon .
Did lots of reflection for the past 2hour .
Perhaps , i should leave , or maybe not ?
But i know for sure , i cant bear to do so .
I can never make her happy , neither can i promise her happiness .
perhaps other guys would treat her better than how i m treating her now .
idk what i wan now .
i want to be a destroyer that would save lives .
i want her to be happy .
i dont wish to see her sacrificing herself .
i dont wish to see quarrels among own people .
terrible headache now .
" Lets break each other ego hard and fall back hard "
