Today woke up at 8am .
Mum ask me y i duwan go sku .
i say coz i duwan go .
After tat , sms dear ..
Waited for eamonn to online .
Then got a girl called brenda sms me ==
she say she duanyi de fren x.x
then she kip send me ily ..
Audi with lendl .
After awhile , went to find zixian , zarinar .
Didnt expect to see aaron n suxian there .
After passing them each $10 , i was about to go find other ppl .
Then kaka pass me a chocolate .
Quite big 1 . Nid take a least 1 week to finish .
After tat , no1 wan pei me slack .
So i went home .
Ga n slack all the way .
chatted on phone with dear .
keep saying ily to her :X
After awhile , kw join us .
Then my dear wan go eat , so she kap le .
Then after awhile , i oso kap le .
Mum n dad came home ..
Mum kip say wad y nv go sku then kip rant ==
Then my mum keep crying
coz she got depression .
Now under medicine .
Hais , she kip say wad she worry about the most is our family .
If she dun work , i think we all nid to starve to death le .
Hais , i maybe want go find part time job le .
Then slack in msn .
Then now talking to kw n leon on phone .
I should not have introduce my mum maple ,
its me who ruined my mother life .
Hais , now shes has been addicted to virtual word .
I m the cause for her depression .
If anything goes wrong to my mother ,
i will be guilty for the rest of my life .
i Have failed as a son .
Dear , u r my fire ,
the 1 i desire .
i love u .
Dun think too much ,
i wont break with u .
