hais fine . i have done my reflection . Ytd chatted wif ivan and my some of my brothers , i know i cant give her happiness , n u guys said its pointless for me to jio her cause i wont be able to make her happy . Yeah indeed , n i admit , i failed at love . I was never taught how to love some1 other than saying ily , wo ai ni , aishiteru . I dun wish to implicate any1 too . hais seriously , somehow i have realised , i 'hv been through the life of an agua , being teased and bullied everyday , been through the life on an outlaw , disturbing tcher , n corrupting lessons everyday . Whats the true side of me ? i dunno . People do change , but their nature wont . Dunno y i m still kind hearted . N yeah ivan if u r reading my blog , i know u encourage me to ask her for stead 1 last time , but , i lack the guts and i hate to face rejection . Sorry ivan . N i also know that shes impossible to find , no 1 can ever replace her . I m not good enough to jio her bahs =x Hope she can find a good caring stead n take care for me . As for me , perhaps staying single n going back to ganglife ? i dunno either . i m a complete fail . 158 ? Dunno y my heart is still counting the days .. hais . Perhaps leon is right , i cant bear to let go . Maybe im too deeply in love with her ? I find it really hard to let it go .. 158days .. my greatest record in life ? Perhaps i shud continue jio-ing her properly ? i dunno either =x hais .
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